So, I’m going to take a quick break from the normal video and movie updates to state something.
If anyone is wondering,
Carrie Rex was the designer of my tumblr page. She is and will always be the love of my life. She is so wonderful and helps me through anything. She gives me motivation when I am sad or weak. She is my greatest inspiration (with movie making, and even just getting up in the morning) She hugs me and comforts when I am upset. She shows me the definition of love. And of beautiful. She is beautiful at heart and she is dang attractive!
She and I have been firm Christ followers for a long time now and are always awaiting God’s next message. Not knowing where He will send us, we are absolutely POSITIVE we are to be together.
Since I met Carrie back in the August of 2012, I didn’t really know where it would lead. We would constantly hangout, though. I always had this feeling in the back of my mind and the front of my heart that she was the one. Of course, you’re not going to mention that to a person you’ve only known for a few weeks. But my heart was heavy! Oh boy, was it ever!
As of today, we’ve been dating for 1 year and 16 days. And she makes everyday full and pure and wonderful! However, that does not mean that I feel great everyday.
In the cold, she reminds me of God’s grace and the warm, calm summers that approach.
In fear she holds me so close to her and refuses to let go.
In sadness she still makes me laugh.
In anger and hate she reminds me of the good in people. And just seeing her smile is enough to make my heart forget the world.
I cannot express to you through words. I’m afraid that you’ll read this and look at it as just another couple. But I’m sorry, we’re not.
How can we be when I wake every morning since I first laid eyes upon her with feelings of amazement and confidence.
One year in and God has fully sold me on this girl.
One year in and I’m fully hers, I fully belong to her.
Ladies and Gentlemen,
I’m admitting to you today that
Caroline Dorothy Rex is my soul mate.
That, I, Joshua David Michael Murphy, fully intend on travelling through this world with her through anything and everything. With God above us and huge hearts, there is no stopping us.
And so I state this to all of you,
Do not hesitate, but do not be misled. True love IS out there, finding it is the main task.
And sure that line has been said and tacked on every Hallmark card since the dawn of time.
But you won’t know till you see it.
And I’ve witnessed it a thousand times over.
I have someone who makes me feel invincible.
i’m just reblogging this again because it makes me really happy.